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What is this? The Male Disease can be seen if one looks at crime statistics. It can also be seen if one reads about the latest war going on. Some Feminists have blamed this all on testosterone and have written a lot about it citing things that men DO, violent things. But this is just a description of human behavior. It is not so much a definition of what it is. It is easy to recognize, and not that hard to recognize men who have it, tho sometimes you have to get to know the man awhile.
Not all men have it, in fact, some whole cultures never had this specific thing, even IF they had an occasional miff with neighbors resulting in short-term violence. After all, animals fight. But animals do not exterminate each other, nor do they organize and wage war. And animals only kill in order to EAT! Nature and all things OF and IN Nature, never violate Second Law, Entropy. Nature, and things in and of Nature, take the Path of Least Resistance. Man does not and has not done this for a long while. As such, man has battled this dark hidden force in and of Nature and caused himself immeasurable strife and conflict which has done nothing real (in terms of Nature) except poison his own environment.
Males having the Male Disease even glorify their own inner strife: for them life is never a wonder to be lived; it is a struggle. Of course, they can never keep this inner turmoil to themselves since a struggle for such people needs an opponent.
I won't blame testosterone, as some Feminists do, especially since this also exists in some male animals and it is the females of their species that are the most ferocious! In my culture, if males had a miff, they never really hurt each other if it came to blows, but if women came to blows, the men got the hell out of the way. Hell Furies. Two of the most lethal forms of Kung Fu, Crane and Wing Chung, were invented by females! Also, in some societies this disease didn't exist, example would be the Northern peoples, such as the Soviets who never needed "women's rights" or "feminism" because gender war never existed.
I think I made my point, but I will say, it is a brain state in some males that appears independent of ethnic group or culture or even sanity. This also agrees with the new neurology studies, studies which nullify ALL of the information previously gathered to show differences in the human races, studies done on the brains of dead people, usually retarded, criminals, or mental patients! These new studies are being done, much more is known now, on living volunteers. For instance, we DO use all of our brains, not just 10%!
Without trying to mislead, you can find LOTS of the Male Disease in the sports world. Now, some of you bowl, I love kickball, etc. Ever notice that ping-pong is like tennis, only you don't have "POWER serves" in ping-pong designed to destroy your own elbow? You don't assault people when you play kickball either, but you DO in football. Also there is bodily contact with the ball in kickball, NOT SO in baseball (same rules to both games) wherein they swing their clubs and often ruin their arms pitching. Likewise, this hyper-male warlike (not friendly) competitiveness is like a national religion among these men, men who watch men, men who worship men.
MUSICIAN entertainers who are male, usually have FEMALE fans or GAY fans. Likewise, most men who are fans of female musicians do not like sports! Certain sports are obviously playful, or beautiful (ice-skating for one example). But certain other sports are like WAR.
What IS the Male Disease? It is a quirk in evolution that occurred during/after the last ice age. I know that from ORAL HISTORY, but ethnologists would agree at least, that this is something in evolution that only appears in SOME groups of people, i.e., in SOME whites, in SOME Amerindians, in SOME Africans, SOME Asians. It crosses over races. It is a TYPE of MALE.
It can be noticed, for instance, in the marked difference in the HEBREW story of Jacob and Esau, and keep in mind, the Hebrews glorified JACOB and vilified Esau. Jacob is close to his mother and is second born. Esau is first born and close to his father. Esau is the patriarchal father's delight, the true father's son, he is a hunter, he is the FIRST BORN BOY, he is never satisfied with anything, not happy with himself. Jacob hates hunting and war. He is a ladies' man, loves to hang around with women. He is clever, cunning and his mother's favorite, as the matriarchal delight. Esau was also STUPID as we would call him. Jacob, however, asked his father-in-law for the few motley spotted cattle on hand, and was given them. Jacob, being smarter than his father-in-law, knew how to breed these cattle and ended up with a LARGER herd! Keep in mind, the size of the herd you had indicated wealth and power.
Now the strange thing is, and the very un-Christian thing about this story is, that Jacob conspired with his mother, to disguise himself as Esau when his dad was old and blind and thus, received the patriarch's blessing as successor. Thus, he ROBBED Esau of his birthright and his blessing! Jacob was known well as a "TAM" among Hebrews, a type of male. Fact is, Jacob is a liar, deceiver, and a thief. Yet, according to the Hebrews, HE got the blessings of Ja-Hovah!, which means that the Hebrews see him as the good guy, and they see Esau as scum! Here is a CLEAR example of the matriarchal versus the patriarchal. This is Hebrew, not Christian, and one must know how to read it! True to form, Esau having the Male Disease, was jealous of Jacob, and plotted to kill him. But it is not Jacob who undoes him, it is Jacob's SISTER who defeats him.
This is an example of what I mean, when I say Jews STAY Jews and manage to cast out people who are un-Jewish. Also there is a coded "sign" intended to be understood: Jacob at birth was smooth. Esau at birth was red and hairy. Jacob loved Rachel in a one-on-one beautiful relationship. Esau's relationships with women reflect the "war of the sexes" with sex being a major problem for that type, if not THE Problem! Jews are only one of the cultures that quietly do this.
Marcus Eli Ravage defined this also, as boys that never grow up. He confined his definition to the Christians and he may have called them Gentiles or Aryans (Persian dualists) without being specific and without including other cultures which also have this. He defined them as boys that love war, they play soldier, they never GROW UP, as if war is what LIFE is all about! Ravage also wrote a mocking short-essay, "A Real Case Against the Jews," citing all the "BLAME THE JEWS" stories that Christians always dreamed up while carrying this to hilarious conclusions. Surprisingly, one can still see this essay circulated among these same Christians (neo-Nazi, neo-KKK types) as if they take the essay seriously. It is so paranoid that you'd have to be a complete idiot to take it seriously. Ravage goes so far as to say how cunning "we Jews" are to have duped Christians into worshiping a Jewish Woman as the mother of the Christian God, he includes Paul into a Jewish plot to single-handedly ruin Rome. That is like me having a quarrel with a Ninja who lives in Japan, and then blaming him for a squabble my friend had with a nurse in a doctor's office! It is a kind of overly sarcastic humor aimed at people that are gullible enough, STUPID enough, to actually believe it.
The males with the Male Disease all have a warrior ethic: rites of passage involving two boys fighting each other, strict segregation of males and females during teen-aged years, complete lack of freedom in sexuality, the women are virtual slaves with no say in anything. Other cultures have sexual rites of passage, complete mingling and sexual freedom at a young age between males and females, or males and males, females and females, and they are matrilineal if not outright matriarchal. The former practice at war, usually involving weapons whether these are spears, clubs, or guns. The latter are peaceful and generate great culture and civilization, some of them have a practice that could be used to fight, but is more geared toward self-defense without using weapons. Weapons are seen as more or less non-carnal extensions of the body. These who have this, develop incredible bodily agility and coordination that is very fluid and flowing, very beautiful.
Oddly, when the two met in war, it was never the war-ethic people that ever really won, even when they far outnumbered the peaceful people. But the "warriors" would never really go away defeated, they would relentlessly pursue the conflict like poor losers, until the peaceful people just left the area to get away, or created an army to fight in a war they never wanted to fight. And these wars were lightning swift and quite terrible. The peaceful types breed for intelligence, cunning, and creativity. The war-ethic types breed for male prowess which involves OBEDIENCE to authorities, and of course, their own best stock gets killed off.
The males with this Male Disease self-perpetuate. The fact is, in this modern society with all its creature comforts, there is no reason for such warriors to even exist anymore. The most lethal weapons can be seen to have been created by people who are NOT warrior ethic, one example being Oppenheimer and the atomic bomb! Such a weapon should render war completely unfeasible since EVERYONE would lose in such a war, the earth would be destroyed.
But the Male Disease self-perpetuates. Criminals are allowed to run rampant, so that we "need" male warriors in uniform to "protect us." The atomic device caused a "cold war" instead of making humanity simply wake up and say NO MORE WAR. The Diseased Males can never learn the Wisdom of letting people self-govern themselves. They have to interfere, they have to create some conflict so they can BE WARRIORS. They are in truth Thanatos: death-Willing, they LOVE death, literally, they GLORIFY it, award medals for killing, award medals for getting killed.
They never award medals to a woman for giving birth. They are literally Woman-fearing (something the Jews never really were as they are still matrilineal!) They glorify the slow, left-brained "male" type of mind and ridicule the super-fast intuitive "female mind," and now modern neurology studies would show these slow-minded people to be a bit on the DEFICIENT side when it comes to brains! Not only that, but their left brain male half wars against their right brain female half; the female half becomes dark, evil, dangerous, they externalize this evil and project it onto other people, and then go to war against these people; when in fact, their war is inside their own brains which, as Dr. Peterson pointed out, are Schizoid! ("Mind of the Ninja," Dr. Peterson).
They fear women and can not relate to them at all, except to pretend to be "macho" and bully them, or become completely self-effacing and hen-pecked. For them, the woman is either an evil, dangerous whore out to ruin them, or she is a fragile delicate "doll" to be placed on a pedestal and protected by them, the Knight in Shining Armor. Note the dualism.
They are literally Male-worshiping/fearing: their men glorify the male, as if they are in love with the male which is "homoerotic," and yet they despise the homosexual who is not "male" as they are at all, but in fact more on the intuitive side, more peaceful! At the same time, they are incredibly homophobic! A male can touch a male in a football tackle, or punch. But a male can never touch another male to hug him in friendship, or comfort him in mourning! So violent touch is encouraged, but peaceful touch is forbidden!
They are talking-heads completely out of touch with their own instincts, which the new neurology studies define as alexithymic. Yet they have ruled, especially the Western World and Western Ideals for almost 2,000 years. These men are the men that rule in what Tradition calls the Kali-Yuga, the Incomplete People, the ones with no Anima, innately dualistic.
Tradition states that this hellish Kali-Yuga will end, and the Earth will once again see a Golden Age. I personally cannot say what the future may hold, but I do know about the past, and I can definitely explain something which is an absolute fact in nature and evolution.
Firstly, we all came from the same SLIME. Right now, there are different kinds of birth processes that exist on earth in the ANIMAL world. I am making up only 4 categories so that the layman can see this easily, without having to have a degree in Biology. Without being technical, they are:
1. Like the amoeba: One way the amoeba generates more amoeba is by splitting itself in half. Those two halves in turn split in half, and so forth. What you get is a "full grown" amoeba. One could say that all amoeba are traceable to One Amoeba! Yet they are all different.
2. Like the common idea of the Hermaphrodite: Some of these animals are both male and female. Some can become either male or female and mate with another of their kind playing the opposite role. Some generate with themselves. They do not split in half, they give birth to something that has to develop and grow.
3. Egg laying: Either the female sprays eggs and leaves and the male comes along and fertilizes them and then also leaves, or sometimes stays. Or the male fertilizes the female internally, she then lays eggs and either leaves them to develop, or stays with them until they do develop and then leaves.
4. Live birth from the womb, of a baby animal. Some give birth and leave the baby (or babies), and they are left to immediately fend for themselves. Others give birth to the baby (or babies), and have to care for them a short while. Most predatory mammals fit into this category.
There are categories within categories if you want to be technical, and none of this is as cut and dry as I just explained it. The adaptation from egg-laying to womb-carrying of offspring is made due to extreme danger in the environment at large. That is, eggs can be left, the survival of the species is not endangered. Womb-born creatures are protected by the adult mother's womb and not exposed to the elements. Exposed to the elements, remember, includes viruses, bacteria, and parasites, not just the "large" danger of ending up as another creature's dinner. So, you see, such incredibly big mutations in how different creatures produce offspring have already happened! Nothing is status quo. All things are subject to change. Those that can't change (like perhaps the dinosaurs?) will simply perish. Humanity is here now, because those dinosaurs perished. Likewise, our own ancestors crawled out of the earth's ocean, and due to choices that were made, mutations that occurred, we are what we are today.
In today's modern world, war is, in truth, obsolete. While some Diseased Males are still engaging in war using their war-toys, others more intelligent are using their brains by applying economics. But I have to wonder, is marriage also obsolete? Marriage was of two sorts: one was legalized female slavery designed to force women to bear the children of men they did not necessarily like. Some of these females got out of it completely by becoming Nuns. Such was the motive of one of the first Nuns -- Melanie.
The second type is more like the taming of the men by women, so that the women tended the Hearth and the children, and the men were providers for the family.
The first type is definitely no longer necessary and men can no longer pull it off (force it on women). The second type is not necessary either, and with divorce many women get the monetary support now, without having to bother with having the men around! Half the white people who marry, get divorced. Are the ones who do not divorce happy? That is unknown. In some of the black communities the women rule the home, and when the males are cast aside, they become men with the Male Disease, they become incredibly destructive.
Again, this is not cut and dry. The point I wish to raise: is there something drastically wrong with society? OR -- is humanity simply CHANGING! An alien seeing this might conclude that most males are not only obsolete, but a nuisance and danger to the whole planet! The people emphasizing that there is something wrong with society, are looking backwards. They'd also emphasize morals, and morals are nothing but a straight-jacket on Free Will engendered by fear! Fear is Ignorance! Recognition is Enlightenment!
Ponder this idea: There is nothing wrong with society. People are CHANGING. Proof of this can be shown just with high rates of fertility problems, birthing problems, and sterility problems. This is true for both blacks and whites. (China is a closed door, but once in awhile one gets to peek in: due to a rise in "bad births" China is instituting a eugenics law not only based on testing for dysgenics and eliminating/preventing these births, but also to increase the number of healthy and intelligent births. These are two different types of eugenics they put into law. What else goes on behind China's closed doors is unknown.)
The fact is, there are very few of us left that have mates they really get along with as best friends!
And the odd thing about my own people is that inwardly we are VERY androgenous, that is why our own Goat Symbol was drawn that way! We may not look like this outwardly, in fact the opposite: our men tend to be like Apollo and the woman stacked, even the chubby ones retain a kind of hour-glassed shape. But many people have noticed and said that our men and women tend to be NEUTER when it comes to anything else, talking, thinking, dancing, music, feelings, etc. I've always thought that the other types were sort of "half people looking for their other half." We are not deliberately androgynous, nor do we consciously Will this, we just ARE that way and those among us who are not that way, are very lonely, and eventually they go off their own way, away from us. There just is nothing among us for them, and the "joined at the hip" ways of these others are to us like imprisonment, or suffocation.
So what is the solution for a war of the sexes among the majority of people at large? Test tube babies? Anton LaVey's vision of personal artificial societies that people can live in by choice? Perhaps.
But what about the males with the Male Disease; those listless, empty, purposeless males out there that seem to only be able to DESTROY things either "illegally" as crime, or "legally" as war? So far they have kept themselves "needed" by allowing crime to run rampant instead of cutting it off at its roots! They developed police actions, and policing nations, but they MAINTAIN the very element in society they "need" to fight, which fools people into thinking these males are a "value" to society! They are in fact NO value to any society. They are a NUISANCE, a DISRUPTION and in fact a REAL MENACE to the entire planet right now. And yet, what are we to DO with them? They are a type of male that only knows how to DO this one thing!
Once upon a time in evolution, these males obviously served a purpose, or they'd have not come into being. But now? I believe that Nature Herself will fix this, Nature always does! I believe that what we are witnessing today will one day be looked upon and seen on hindsight as a change in humanity. Just as we can look back on dinosaurs with hindsight. The fertility problems, the rampant diseases, the famines, all of it. You can't see it easily because you are living amidst this now, but all of these things are CHANGING HUMANITY right NOW. Even given the fact that radiation is present. Radiation kills, but it also causes mutations. Those immune to it or able to eliminate it from their bodies will survive. The others will perish.
What will these survivors be? I don't know. I'm not a Prophet! But I know that ANYTHING is possible because humans, dogs, cats, fish, octopi, worms, amoeba and even plants and bacteria all once came from the SAME SLIME--and now we are all very different. On the not-so-bright side, the Male Disease might result in eradicating all of humanity. In that scenario, humanity will become nothing except an oddity of evolution talked about by the NEXT species that becomes dominant. Compared to the history of the dinosaur, humanity is but a blink in the eye of time. Nature does not favor humanity. What with all that has been done TO Nature by this segment of humanity, and the rest of humanity either not doing anything about it, or unable to, I'd think Nature loathed humanity!
But we shall see, or maybe we won't get to see it. (Technicality: Mammals are not the dominant life form on earth. Insects are.)
To the future -- whatever it might be. Remember, Nature does not need humanity to survive. Humanity needs Nature. Denying that will not make it not so. Ever wonder if Tyrannosaurus Rex ever said to Brontosaurus "OH, you worry too much about those silly Anthropoids, we Reptiles are masters of the earth, we'll be here forever."--??
PAX VOBISCUM! Hoi diakonoi tou apeiros. see part 2
PHALLIC SOLAR CULT MALES NOT EASILY RECOGNIZABLE AS "WARRIOR CULT"
part 2
Everyone seems to know what "Male Solar Warrior Cult" refers to. If not, I pretty much spelled it out in the article "Male Disease." But "Male Disease" only defines the hard-core members of this, it does not define the ones who ARE the Solar Cult and devoid of Anima, but who don't KNOW they are; or who really know they are but LIE TO THEMSELVES SO WELL that they forget what they know and then seek a "cure," as if this is some kind of disease striking from outside that CAN be cured! These are the WANNABES. The overly-loud, seemingly anti-Christian variety is blatantly the THING they are having a tantrum about: screaming at themselves. Herein, I refer to the more POLITE variety wannabe.
The hard-core variety are rather stupid people. They don't pretend to know anything, they are a bull-dog group of war-like dolts. Give them an atomic bomb, they surely know how to drop it but they have no CONCEPT of what it is or what it does: and they can NOT know - they are just TOO DUMB. Nor do they CARE to know all that "intellectual stuff" or: Wisdom. Wisdom: forever the domain of the Serpent. Most of these people are very down to earth in their dumbness, like droll animals, mindless, save that they know the meaning of "OBEY ORDERS." They don't care to THINK about anything: they'd rather have "The Book" or "The Authority" to tell them WHAT to do and HOW to do it. They are innate FASCISTS following the leader. That is the KIND of animal they are.
The wannabes are the ones who don't LIKE what they are: they inwardly loathe it. They know that there are "other people out there" that are patently NOT like they are or like their culture is. So they become like alien plants trying to plant themselves into gardens that they can't belong in and can't grow in. They end up with bits and pieces of what others, who are NOT-THEM, have; they are NOT ABLE to interpret the concepts of these others: NOT ABLE. If they were ever able it would have GROWN FROM the garden that is theirs: it never did. So they take the bits and pieces, all misinterpreted and all jumbled together, and make up a new religion. They use this new religion of theirs to forever escape into a romantic kind of ethereal never-never-land where they can play pretend to themselves (and to others who ALLOW them to do this). They are forever STRIVING to "get that anima," but they don't know: they can't get it save in its Ophionic form. That is WHY the Serpents called this age, where this TYPE OF MAN came into being, KALI-YUGA. They avoid claritas (clear, concrete talk and vision) in everything, especially verbal or written words. Claritas would be TOO CLEAR for them, too painful. They stick to the murky and muddy and keep everything nebulous. They learn big words and, like actors playing a part for no audience except themselves, they make sure to always use these "special" words. Among their own, no one tends to expose the fact that they misuse the words. By all means, they tend to be overly polite, even genteel. But let one of them get as "infamous" as he imagines would be befitting "the dionysion Devils of OTHER cultures" and he becomes an arrogant pontificator, pronouncing "on high," like the little tyrant he thinks he is. Now he becomes the Pretender to the Anima Throne, only HE is a Solar Man, DEVOID of real anima, trying to STEAL the "Crown" of "The Female." He has NO YIN, as such, he has NO YANG either, it's all show! Whatever he does that appears to be Yang is overly done: like a wingless bird crowing loudly: "Look at me! I can FLY," as it pathetically fumbles on the ground. (Among the regular hard-core Solar dolts, no one KNOWS what the "fancy" words mean anyway: they never had feelings/perceptions inside them to INVENT such words.) One way the wannabe types try to perpetually strive for the anima is by a kind of "jerking off." They do this literally or cerebrally; doing it cerebrally is sublimation. Crowley was one of these. That is why REAL occult lodges (meaning: HIDDEN lodges) kicked him out and forever wiped his name from their memory. He could have all the physical sex in the world in whatever form that took: that is NOT what the dark anima is all about AT ALL. They NEVER grasp this! They can not. it is DENIED to them just as breathing water or flying with wings is DENIED to humans. They do NOT want to know this. That is WHY they keep things nebulous and avoid claritas: to never HAVE TO CONFRONT this. Their chakra system is confused: like they are. Sex is never in the CROTCH for them: it is in the solar-plexus/chest area or in the head as a kind of "white noise." Love is ruined for them: poisoned by possessiveness and turned into love/hate which is HATE. Even simple enjoyment can't be purely of their senses: it has to be "cum on" by the insertion of cerebral fantasy, lunatic-nonsense non-ideas: all ethereal, all escapist. ALL of it: SUBLIMATION - NOT RELEASE - NOT LET-GO. All of it an escape from the Self!
What are the real occult lodges in the West? People who are innately NOT Solar Cult in ANY way, shape, or form. They are discovered, invited in: somehow their "clan" was separated from the whole. Others are from generational families of NOT-SOLAR CULT types that KNOW who they are. These form a Family. They are secretive in the extreme in an uncanny kind of way (hard to explain) because they LIVE AMONGST the Solar People. They DO NOT share their knowledge or seek to "teach it" as Plato did. They are as Pythagoras's people were: TO THEMSELVES. They know: such solar people can not be taught this just as a tone deaf person can not be taught to recognize chords. This is done solely because the other Solar type PREDOMINATES in the West and has persecuted everything else. That is the ONLY reason such lodges exist: To Guard Our Boundaries. The lodges do NOT EXIST where they do not HAVE to exist. These also form our own MONEY BASE: FOR OURSELVES.
As far as we are concerned, the wannabes are more irksome and more of a bother than the bonafide hard-core fascistic Solar cultists. At least the hard-core type doesn't TRY to think and end up talking utter illogical nonsense using vocabulary he thinks is ours, or just using what he imagines are "smart words" to try to IMPRESS people. At least the hard-core type STICKS to what he really is able to know and he does not loathe what he really is and doesn't tend to think much about it: thinking was not ever their domain; OBEYING was. Wisdom, to them, was always evil: of us Serpents.
There is a quality about the wannabes that is 100 times more suffocating than anything the hardcore types do. First of all, the hard-core type never wants to KNOW or FEEL; he is as I stated: happy to be a clone being TOLD what to do and think. They stay in their own gardens. They may INVADE the gardens of all others in warfare or in an effort to destroy/control, but they remain who they are. They may wipe the joy from the hearts of all others, but they remain who they are: like dead things happy to remain dead and glad they've made everything else dead. They are hardly as cloyingly suffocating as the wannabes that try to PLANT THEMSELVES in the gardens of others and CHANGE who they are. Their DESIRE to become "what they are not" causes CLINGING. That is a "vampiric," HIDDEN, attack, not a physical one like the hard-core types do. The hard-core would be happy to wipe the earth clean of all color, all life, and turn it into a gray and dead world. They'd be right at home in its sterility. They are usually so devoid of thoughts that they don't even KNOW when they are miserable until they SEE something different: then they KNOW and they seek "the different ones" out and try to destroy them, not kill them necessarily, but make them MISERABLE TOO. But the wannabe type is CONSTANTLY TRYING TO PARTAKE OF the color and life in the world and he is "as if BARRED" from it. He tries and tries. The only things the wannabes ever manage to come up with are images of morbidity and death: and he imagines this is what we are and what life is about! One can FEEL their striving as a kind of gnawing WANT. They are relentless sublimators. Freud knew this and neurology would call this trait alexithymia. All Jung did with his silly archetypes is prove that the "disease" is common to many of HIS OWN KIND and takes on the same form (symptoms) in terms of their ubiquitous striving archetypes or devouring archetypes of morbidity and ugliness. They CAN'T release. That is the kind of animal they are, only unlike the hard-core, they DO NOT WANT TO BE that kind of animal! Well: a palm tree can NOT become an oak tree; and a dog CAN NOT become a cat. Not possible. And we who called this Kali-Yuga KNOW they can't become what they are not. They ARE their OWN CURSE. It is as if the "creation story" they CHOSE to take literally is really what they FEEL deep inside. A god creates life for all. Then the god bars them from Paradise; yet Paradise is what everyone else has -- or had once before the Solar cults destroyed it or turned it into modern-day CHAOS when there was ORDER before. They turned the ubiquitous POSITIVE image of the Serpent into one of horror, also. When the wannabe types bump head on into someone that is not from the Solar Cult group at all, they don't even know that THIS IS what they are trying to imitate. They can't imitate it. Dogs can't imitate cats, they end up saying mee-oooff, but never meow. They become neither dog nor cat: they become NOTHING, "nobody home." That is the Nature of Non-Being: the desire to NOT-BE. The wannabe Solar people do not want to BE: that's their inner turmoil! They LOATHE themselves entirely.
When one speaks to a hard-core type, one knows the person is a soldier of some sort or rigid puritanical type of some sort or a dogmatist with "A Book," but at least he makes SENSE in is own way. When one speaks to the wannabe, he makes NO sense: not a shred of it. There isn't even an ounce of sincerity in him, there is NOTHING BUT pretense. He is On Stage but, take away The Stage and no one is here. What is irksome is that, whilst on their stage, they try to crow loudly like birds with clipped wings, and what they try to crow are the doctrines or ways of people who are NOT THEMSELVES! But these half-things, these cripples, can NOT speak for others not like themselves. Not possible. A dog can NOT tell you what it feels like to BE a cat.
The wannabes are also "homoerotic" in ALL they do, think, say, write, but they are not really gay at all, nor are they really straight though they may POSE as either. They are UNRELEASED people. The dionysian is as dangerous to them as it is to the hard-core types that AVOID IT and BATTLE IT in every way. The hard-core types are braced against life in their dogma, but their dogma is very practical. The wannabe types are just as braced, but they throw out the dogma which would give them SOME semblance of "reality." Instead they dogmatise their ethereal fantasies, their illogical nonsense, and think that "playing pretend" like this is "what the non-Solar dionysian types must be like." Yet let them ONCE come head-on with the real thing? WAR will erupt or the dionysian type will POL ITELY ignore the wannabe and drift his own way. The two can NOT EXIST in the same garden: it is NOT possible. What is wrong with the Solar Phallic cult people is at their ROOT. Neurology would say it is in the brain, a kind of damage, alexithymia (separation of thought from feeling centers). What I, in particular, find amusing about them is that, at least in the Western World, they CAN'T TAKE the sun and their penises are diminutive and weak (often their non-erect penises are smaller than their testicles!), their thrusting power is low. They are the only people who feel SHAME at their own nakedness. No one else. WHY? Perhaps the shame is not about what's on their outside (appearance) but what is on the INSIDE of them. A lack of kundalini flow would tend to make a person FEEL "dirty" in some way. Unreleased; poisoned within. Theirs DOES NOT flow. That's another "thing" they strive to get into: Tantra! We of non-solar backgrounds SEE THEM as "dirty" or ugly, malshapen in some way, not built like a human being in some way but more like a skeleton or pole. We SEE this. They also look "dead" in some way: the sight is very blatant, not hidden at all. There is a clackety-clack staccato about the way they move their bodily parts. It is AS IF looking at a completely different race that LOOKS ALIEN AND DEAD. All non-solar people have this perception, but most do NOT know what it is, they think it's just "how they look," or "up-tight," or "defensive." This is something people keenly feel but seldom ever mention or bother to tell the person they perceive as "this thing."
Perhaps the "world" had to be exposed to these people so as to KNOW WHAT they are. The wannabe type is not overtly obvious as is the hard-core Solar type. The hard-cores have what we came to call a "Male Disease." Cf. also article on Akathartic and Ophionic States of Being.
Is there a Female disease that exists in the Solar People? Yes. HYSTERIA. It takes on MANY forms including anorexia and bulemia. Another form of it takes on a kind of SUFFOCATING pseudo-feminism, patriarchal women. All of it results from being unreleased and having no outlet to vent their inner RAGE at their own Being. The Males have the outlet: other humans they've lorded over andcommitted cultural (or sometimes physical) genocide on so that they could "play the Little Male Lords." Their females are REALLY as if devoid of mind and they have PUT UP with their own men instead of ENDING IT IN THEIR OWN WOMBS. Result? HYSTERIA. Having to take Valium to wash dishes, all of it. The radical result, now that OTHERS have GIVEN these women a voice, is Femi-Nazis out for blood: Solar Cult Female Warriors equally devoid of real Anima and only able to manifest the "HAG" principle which is Kali, or Ophion. That is WHAT they are, the KIND OF ANIMAL they ARE. It is also known that bondage (marriage) to the Solar male often PRODUCES this "sickness in the heart" and pent-up state IN non-Solar women. Let her get "one sample" of another kind of male and get release: that's the END of her delusions. (Lorena Bobbit? Very Darwinian) That is WHY Solar men guard their women the way they do against the "dionysian hordes." Everyone "on the street" KNOWS this now.
When a dog resents the fact that it is NOT a cat, and/or finds some devil or some person or group to BLAME for its not being a cat, then you end up with a dog that has no logic, a dog that is filled with the delusion of HOPE and who lives in inner-fear/terror at every turn. That dog may not want to BE welcome in his OWN HOME, but he is NOT WELCOME in the home of the cats either. NOT AT ALL. That such people would have inner strife and feel conflict at the very mechanisms of Nature around them and then battle Nature and the mandatory Second Law (entropy) is the only way that such "things" have managed to linger on in a harsh and brutal world governed by Darwinian principles that even apply to the formation of the first RNA bases. They rebel against the mechanisms of life itself as if their own (not specifically Jewish) Adam-cast-out legend does apply: TO THEM. For them, the rest of life and Nature, "the world" is, indeed, SATAN: THEIR ENEMY. That such "things" would try to plant themselves into the Natural Garden (just as they have tried to attach themselves, like a cancerous growth, onto the backs of Jews by taking their doctrines, turning them upside-down and trying to co-opt them for themselves) is no surprise. What they are doing is seeing "THE ALIVE" in others and trying to take it and remold it so that they can claim they are "it." Anyone with eyes can clearly see that these "things" are empty shells, klippoths, trying to "drink our well-waters." They can try as they might: their wells will forever be dry as they themselves are dry. They can also try to ATTACH THEMSELVES to the Ideas that glorify Jung's "Anima," which is the dark entropic force inside living people: keenly felt as a soft, gentle and guiding thing; a soft, quiet, silent and wide-open thing, akin to a kind of Love or Muse. They do not HAVE this inside of them. What they do have is only the raging wrathful form of this, more like a leaden knot in their chests. Again, that is why we Satanists (Serpent venerators) of ancient times called THESE PEOPLE the "Kali Yuga," an age on earth when the klippoths rule and destroy everything with their inner turmoil and strife. These people are their own curse!