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The Satanic Doctrines East and West are not "my" doctrines or ideas. They are THE doctrines. Diane Vera has some things that were not available to me at the time for use. Some of them show xeroxes from actual, almost impossible to get, books on this. Others are literal translations from eastern languages with CLEAR explanations as to what is being said without the "pro eastern" attempt to "clean it up" (as seen in Evans-Wetz college textbooks) and without the "anti" biases shown by xian theologians who, in fact, more clearly DO understand what some of these eastern doctrines are actually saying. Most of the historical information was not written by me. The "Package" is a series of many articles that explain clearly what things mean and don't mean and from where some things were actually derived.
I'm generational. By this I mean that my family and generations of us hail from cultures with these traditions. On one side there is Pythagorean Freemasons of which my father was a 33rd degree. It was this group that asked me to "give this all to the COS." There was a feeling of "rush" about it all. None of these doctrines are what one might call "neatly done" or printed "properly". The information inside them is invaluable in that you'd not be able to easily get all of it for even ONE of the dark traditions. The other side of my family is Tantrik. Tantrik tradition includes the Taoism (as does Ninpo contain both Tantra and Taoism) and this is presented in a pure form without attempts to mince words. I did not invent any of these doctrines, and none of them are my opinions. They are merely THE dark doctrines.
You don't want to read them, Balanone. You merely want to find out personal ego garbage on "what Tani writes." You don't know what I write and you won't find out from any of these doctrines, most of which are quotes from first hand non-English sources and/or not even written by me but merely TYPED by me. You could find out what I write if you read the fiction I've written: mythos fiction. What you do, and indeed now know, is what it feels like to have your own vile malice thrown back in your face by a person who does NOT HAVE TO hide behind "polite rhetoric"and the "semblance of manners" to throw it at you. You don't even realize it.
What I did on the inet was the one thing that finally got all of you Tosser types to SHOW YOURSELVES and that is, to SHOW ME. There is nothing personal in this. You won't understand that or even believe it. It is really amazing to me how many kicks in the head the COS people take from you people BEFORE even BEGINNING to recognize that you are all real enemies, far more so than Bob Larson or Oral Roberts is an enemy.
You can find out easily what is for sale by looking at the ad in _TBF_. Some of these were printed in _TBF_ and _The Fenris Wolf_. When people went to really research this after having a finger pointed towards WHERE to find it, they found what had been hidden from them and their kind for centuries. That is why COS people and Diane Vera like our stuff. She found Carducci--and how "hidden" was he in a Nobel Prize Library? Not that hidden. You don't understand secrecy, or covertness, nor can you grasp the simplest of tactics that successfully lead you and some others out on the inet to show yourselves TO ME. I didn't take what some COS people said at their word. I had to see it myself. I'm the one who is from these traditions and has the stuff to offer OR not offer. I was asked to GIVE THIS to the COS by Pythagorean Freemasons. I didn't even ask WHY.
I feel you won't benefit a whit from them, or understand them at all. But I KNOW you don't want to read them to know anything, or find or learn anything. You want to read them because of something you IMAGINE is personal now with ME, Tani. Sorry, Menschel. No such thing. I don't hate you, like you, or feel anything toward you. You can't understand that. I know. When Bush bombed Iraq, he did not have anything personal against the women and children that died. Do you understand that? There wasn't even anything against Saddam Hussein himself.
By now you should have seen a post regarding COS and TOS and the philosophical impossibility of one deriving from the other. It's not a flame or in any way designed to provoke anyone. But you? From what I see, any attempt to tell truths, or even point out that you are a malicious slanderer _hiding behind_ polite verbiage is, in your opinion, a provocation: even when it's true, merely true, nought but the truth. I can't stop your kind from buying them, but I was not told to give them to you. I was given a specific name and phone number. This would also be the first time anyone from any kind of real tradition ever came out into the open and contacted public person like this, in giving these to the COS and explaining them fully. I'm surprised that Aquino didn't tell you this, since, as far as I know (and I know he knows this already).
Diane already did tell you, so why are you asking Peggy? Don't bother to try to respond or chat with me. I'm NOT interested. Save your money.